30 September 2010

Sleep deprived haiku

Red spotted llamas
Eat homemade banana bread
And bark at the moon.

More Haiku

Pictures strung on trees
Paint ten-thousand memories
Are only raindrops.

28 September 2010

I played with haiku's today...

the soft diamond falls
and blooms upon the girl's cheek
as she gasps for air.

tethered to a tree
the colors of the rainbow
dance in solitude.

kiss the rose petals:
flashbacks of haunting memories
sprint to the surface.

whispered lullabies,
like lions in the jungle
crouch beneath the wave.

01 September 2010

This was written for me July 18, 2010.

Because of love
They kingdom has come
Bearing me a heart of love.
Imparting the understanding of Thy's
Divine nature.
To give oneself
Selflessly obeying thy father.
As heaven and earth collide
My flesh and blood will fail
But my love will live on in the perfect
Way he made me.
Thy kingdom is coming
Only through faith one will see this
Glorious kingdom.
In this sinful nature we were born one
Rises from the dust through faith.
Trusting in the plan of my
Father in heaven.
Trust in the love God has given me.
Trust in the person who I shall spend my life with.
Growing closer to our father as we grow older, wiser.
Thy spirit gives us strength.
Gives us hope.
Gives us our blessing.
Bestow them upon us as we praise
You.
Flood our hearts with your burning
Love.
Fill our souls with your calming
Voice.
Love our love for one another glorify you.
For you have brought two broken souls
Together.
Together you have made us one.
I feel her pain as she feels mine.
Continue to bless us Father, as we
continue to love.

I love you Savannah.

This was written for me July 7, 2010.

Forever will I fight forever will I love
Forever will I care for you Forever will I
hold you forever will I be yours forever
will you be my first thought
Forever will you be in my dreams
Forever will you have a place in my heart
Forever will you have my heart.
This was written for me on July 6, 2010.

Do not be offended these are just my
defenses
I put them up in fear of pain
I continue to work
Work
and work
On breaking down these iron curtains
I cannot
Do this alone
In this battle I need you
My general
My chief of staff
My love
My better half
I continue to wrestle with God
About these wounds I have suffered
I have suffered through pain
that eats away at my core
Please be patient
I know I drive you away
But you have already helped me
I now trust J---
Before I can walk I must crawl
So continue to pray for me
I need the strength
God is here with me
Teach me to let go
Teach me to love
Teach me to trust
Teach me to trust
Teach me to trust
Teach me to trust those I love
I don't want you to say those words
Those words that make me break down
And weep
Weep and weep
I love you Sav
Sav bear
love
baby
babe
You mean the world to me
Please
Please
Do not give up
Please help me
Remove those arrows that are tearing my heart in two
because
Savannah
Idk what I'd do if I lost you
Although I worry and fret
Over analyze
Over think
Over complicate
I love you
These are my defenses
I try to control my world
But my world should be our world
And our world is controlled by
The one who has the plan that brought
Us together
The one who we praise for our love
The one who makes all things new
The one who frees the enslaved
The one who heals the broken hearted
The one who will make our love grow
With him in the equation
WE WILL NOT SURRENDER
I love you Savannah
I'm sorry for everything...

Idk if that's a poem it's more like a bunch of thoughts I love you
This was written for me on July 3, 2010.

To my love:
You are the woman for me
I love the way you look at me
I love your smile
I love how silly we are
I love that little voice you talk to me in
I love how close we are
I love how we are best friends
I love how our love has grown
I love how our faith has grown
I love how in love I am with you
I hope you sleep well & I hope you
are okay. I would do anything for you!!!
I love you!!