24 November 2009

Healing


I wrote this a while ago... it's kinda..... mmm... dramatic? I guess that's a good word for it. Idk. Slash my views have changed since I wrote this so yeah. Here it is:



Your only compliment was “wow”,

Well take a look at me now.

With tear stained face and out stretch arm,

You could do my heart no greater harm

Than what you did a year gone past;

I would have thought our love could last.


In my bed we laid to rest,

My head upon your beating chest.

I see your strength, I love your heart,

You had me from the very start.

With butterflies and cheeks ablush,

Your presence gave my heart a rush.


My heart was broke, my hope gone dark,

And only you could revive the spark.

But another chance you wouldn’t give

To the one you loved, my soul to live.

I crawled around in black despair,

With gaping lungs that longed for air.


With time, my love did not diminish,

But our friendship was due to finish.

A stranger now you were to me,

Your heart from mine, it was set free.

From time to time our eyes did meet,

I know in mine you saw defeat.


My broken heart began to heal,

The splintered pieces I began to steal

Away from you, but do you know

How far I’ve yet to go?

I’ve gone a mile, but there’s ten more

For healing heart, for mine that tore.


Don’t look at me with face so dear,

I won’t let escape another tear,

I’ve cried so much, felt too much pain;

I wonder why I’m not insane.

I guard my love from your sweet heart,

If let unloose I’d fall apart.


But if shown welcome arms and a smile for me,

I’d come running back to you.

Break Up


A world away

You’ll never know

How my heart misses you;


Two hours behind

You’ll never see

The tears I shed for you;


Two thousand miles

Keep us apart

I wish it were much more;


Our history

Is not enough

To keep wide friendship’s door;


Stay clear from me

And I’ll from you

Forever stay apart;


Never again

To hear your voice

Or let you in my heart.

18 November 2009

Freedom


This one is kinda rough because I haven't done the final copy of it, so the meter is skewed and some of the words aren't amazing, but here it is anyways.


Running with arms spread wide
My sense of joy I just can't hide
With heart finally set free
This is how I'm supposed to be.

No past to strap me down
I simply skip and hop around
Refreshing air pour into lungs
A freedom song breaks forth.

Enjoy the red, the green, and blue
My loftiest dreams have come true
With pain stripped off and comfort on
I hope this feeling lasts all life long.

Move forward with strength and smile
I'll survive through any a mile
Euphoric nights and splendid days
To live this way I'll love always.

Your degrading words can't bring me down
I live in green, not black and brown
I love my life
So free of strife, and filled with love.