Drawing a Blank

So I was writing a letter and couldn't think of what to say. I remembered my english teacher from sophomore year who always told the class to just write whatever randomness you think when you get writers block in an essay or something. This is what I wrote in that random-I-can't-think time. Sorry the beats are like so off haha.

I’ve you to thank

For my mind so blank

I know not what to say

Though I’ve pondered it all day

I don’t know

What direction to go

It’s not well

So much to tell

Peace is what I want

For heart pulled so taunt

I’m freaking out inside

I can’t believe you lied

You hurt me bad

I should be mad

But I love you

Idk why I do

My heart cries out

I know not what about

Because of what you’ve done

I have become

Someone

I don’t recognize.